I keep smiling

To myself,

I keep thinking

Of some distant thing,

I find myself laughing

At nothing,

I find myself waiting

For something,

I find tears in my eyes when

I get entranced in memories,

My heart gets so elated when

I think of that one blissful moment.

I just blush at the

Slightest mention of his name.

I spend every instant anticipating

To hear that enticing voice.

I spend every instant wishing

To have a glimpse of that charming face.

I spend every instant waiting

To see that alluring smile.

Every moment he is in my mind

Like a tide dashing on the shore.

I am counting the moments

That are stopping us to meet.

I am thinking all the time,

How to bridge the gap

Across this unsuspected gulf?

My heart is beating very fast,

Waiting for the judgment of almighty

For Love is eternal…

I wish being that ray

Which touches his face everyday…

I wish being that breeze

Which brushes his hair everyday…

I wish being that fragrance

Which pleases him everyday…

I wish being that spaces

Which hugs him everyday…

I wish being that water

Which licks his lips everyday…

I wish being that thought

Which comes in his mind everyday…

I wish being that rhythm

Which makes his heart beat every moment…

I wish being that care

Which nurtures him everyday…

I wish being that vision

Which shows him the world so bright…

I wish being that mirror

Which shows him his persona so great…

I wish being the heart

Which resides in his forever…

I wish being the person

Who means the world to him…

My heart is yearning for The One,

Who though invisible,

Has stolen my heart.

The One, whose single smile will

Make me forget my own self.

My heart is searching The One,

Whose single word will

Make me sit spell- bounded.

The One, whose single wink will

Make me leap off my place.

Me heart is yearning for The One,

Whose single touch will

Take me to another world.

The One, whose sweet tune will

Make my heart beat on its rhythm .

My heart is searching The One,

Whose single hug will

Make me forget everything.

The One, whose loving care will

Make a new person of me.

My heart is yearning for The One,

Whose clear thoughts will

Show me the way to zenith.

The One, whose mere presence will

Give a new meaning to my life.

I’ll wait for him to come and kiss me

And make all my dreams come true.

Finally its time to say goodbye to a wonderful life of care and comfort I have enjoyed with my family and my best friends…

Its time to move on, time to find a niche for myself… Its time to make all my dreams come true… Finally its time to test my beliefs in me… Time to find my course… Time to find the contentment I always dreamed of…

The bird is ready to fly… ready to spread her golden wings… ready to build the foundation for castles of her dream… ready to conquer the world with her charm… Ready to live the life the most beautiful way…

“I am lucky to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard… “

And I will pray for His blessings to bestow such luck on me forever….

Why is it so that when you want it the most you can’t even dare to try…?

When you know you have never thought of not trying ever before, never thought to let your dream be a dream forever…

But why is it that sometimes it becomes so difficult to come out of your dream life,

Why your one dream becomes so distant from reality, when till now you have been able to make them all come true…

But this time trying will shatter all your dreams rather than fulfilling them…

So what shall you do?!!! – Just let it be a dream- a happy dream!!!!

But the reality is too much far off… You have already put in your effort despite knowing how futile your effort is gonna be… and now what?

Your dream is still a dream but not happy anymore…

Is there any way to make amends now!!! You must hope for one though, because loosing the dream itself will be even more painful than loosing the reality…

How is life?

- Full of pain

- Or full of beauty?

I say life is what

I think of it…

Life is not about crying

Over useless things,

Life is something far vast and

Far beyond I can see at this moment.

Life is not about building

An imaginary fence around me,

Life is about watching

The shadow of darkness fade away.

Life is all about being a kid

And never let the smile go off,

Life is about loving me

And never loose my innocence.

Change is inevitable,

A life all static is out of question.

I am born- not to follow but to lead,

I am born to cherish my life,

I am born to revere my majestic destiny.

I am a dreamer,

I am an architect

- Of my dreams

- Of my destiny…

Life is my teacher,

Teaching me to build a castle of happiness.

Life is not about pain,

Life is all about finding an eternal joy in that pain.

Life is serene,

Life is what all I am…

Life is just as beautiful as me…

A Free Bird

There was a bird- a little one- oblivious to pains of the real world, full of innocence, life, the most caring and the most beautiful one around… One day she saw a glitter of such an immense beauty that she couldn’t resist seeking it … she was a bit hesitant to enter the unknown territory but the charm of glitter was so much that finally she walked towards of it ignorant of what she was leaving behind. The glitter was a trap of destiny for her, she was caged… but our little bird was very happy to be with her glitter… yes it was hers… she was happy to be in a cage she didn’t care if she ws not free but she was happy… the cage with the glitter became her world… she thought she had everything…living in the world of her fancy… enjoying the moments…

But slowly and slowly it began to dawn to her that she was at a place where she cant be happy… she was missing her family … her friends…her freedom…she was changing into someone else… she didnt want to loose the real her… She cant like the glitter anymore… she wanted to break free… she wanted to go back to her world where she can fly again with freedom… and one day she escaped out… she flew back to her own world… though she missed having the glitter with her but she realized she cant compromise on her freedom for a object previously unknown to her… she must love herself more than anything…. If she was meant to have the glitter then she was not also meant to be caged….she was meant to be her real self… no one is to be blamed but the destiny…

She was a bird who needed to be free to fly across the sky and she did the right thing….